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Nostalgia; rinse, rewind, repeat.
Recently, I've found my mind wandering back to memories of my past. That makes me sound like such a grandma (lol), but it's really inspiring looking back and reflecting and seeing how much I've gone through. This isn't to say that it's because the majority of my life has amounted to suffering... I am not saying that I haven't either-- but god, I've lived quite a beautiful life so far. My father is somebody who inspires me in so many ways. I'm so lucky to have him, to know that he's always got my back, because he does, he really understands me more than anyone else in my family. How lucky I am to have somebody so admirable by my side.
Everybody calls spring a season for love, for new beginnings. Why then am I struggling through ennui at this time? I wonder if my vocabulary is growing yet. Perhaps I could read publications more often-- useful ones, not the shit that the Daily Mail tries to stuff into our mouths.
I'm going to try to work on this dreamwidth account a lot more; right now, I'm in the process of finding a theme. I don't want it to become a chore, though, so I'm aiming to keep things simple.
So far, so good! Today the weather is very beautiful. Hopefully I'll spend some time outside. I can't wait to see how the green returns to the trees. Maybe I'll start again somewhere, too.
Recently, I've found my mind wandering back to memories of my past. That makes me sound like such a grandma (lol), but it's really inspiring looking back and reflecting and seeing how much I've gone through. This isn't to say that it's because the majority of my life has amounted to suffering... I am not saying that I haven't either-- but god, I've lived quite a beautiful life so far. My father is somebody who inspires me in so many ways. I'm so lucky to have him, to know that he's always got my back, because he does, he really understands me more than anyone else in my family. How lucky I am to have somebody so admirable by my side.
Everybody calls spring a season for love, for new beginnings. Why then am I struggling through ennui at this time? I wonder if my vocabulary is growing yet. Perhaps I could read publications more often-- useful ones, not the shit that the Daily Mail tries to stuff into our mouths.
I'm going to try to work on this dreamwidth account a lot more; right now, I'm in the process of finding a theme. I don't want it to become a chore, though, so I'm aiming to keep things simple.
So far, so good! Today the weather is very beautiful. Hopefully I'll spend some time outside. I can't wait to see how the green returns to the trees. Maybe I'll start again somewhere, too.
